choices

every morning, we open our eyes to see this world.
for a moment, we can choose to leave the bed we've warmed up with our body heat or we can ignore the alarm ringing, sunlight spilling in, just shut our eyes and head back to sleep.

we get dressed. we choose.
shirts? skirts? stripes? plain? neutral colours or bright palates?

we choose to go to work.
or not to.
one way or the other, we have to eat to stop the stomach rumbling and keep ourselves running.

at the eatery, we look at the food available and think to ourselves, "what should i have?"
steak? hmm too heavy for lunch.
rice? oh no. carbs might make my stomach bloated.
fish? is it fresh?
then maybe your final choice is a steak-/rice-/fish-lunch.

after returning to office, you continue to do what you do.
6 o'clock approaches but your stack is piling up.
you hear the second hand of the clock clicking away.
you need to decide if you should stay or go.


we don't stop making choices.
every little thing we do, we choose.

despite the limited choices we can hold in hand, for most of us, we hope every little choice can make us and our lives a little bit better. the fact is, we are unable to make a huge change in our lives. and for most of the reason, it's because we are all ordinary beings with nothing much to our names (and not much to our parents', or grandparents' names as well).

we try, try to live better, feel better.
try to grab every opportunity that seems to offer what we might pursue in life.
but it requires luck, above everything, to succeed.

sometimes, i feel that people i know are amazing people with amazing abilities.
but they are squeezed and compressed to a level which might not be the best for them.
for some, it's a choice made by themselves which trap themselves within the circumstance.
for the others, it's downright a luckless life.

i'm sad because i try hard too. very hard.
but more often than not, i don't get what i wanted to.

i think i need a big break in life.
i need to find my own life.

Soon.

review: Pink FreshKon® Dezigner

One fine day, when i was just dabbling around on the internet, i entered my name into Freshkon's page, hoping to win free contact lenses to try out. Lo and behold, i received an email from them telling me to go collect the new range of contact lenses they've launched.

YIPPIESSSSS. (:

So here are some pictures of the lenses and me with the lenses.

ABOUT FreshKon® Dezigner (from their website):

The new Dezigner range from FreshKon cosmetic contact lenses offers you exciting opportunities to redesign your eyes. Create your signature look with FreshKon Dezigner lenses and get that fabulous, unique and sassy look.
Solitaire, our launch series, is conceptualized to frame the iris in a multi-faceted diamond cut, designed to shine!
It's unique, it's groovy, it's stunning, it's personal! FreshKon Dezigner - My Design, My Signature!

Optimal Comfort
• 55% water content for optimal comfort
• Hydrophilic surface for comfortable wear
• Easy to fit, no curling lens problem 

Excellent vision
• Large optical zone for clear vision
• Wide power range from -0.00D to -10.00D
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Available in pink, orange, aqua & green.

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Surprisingly, these lenses feel thin and are quite comfy to wear for hours. they also have pretty diamond patterns in them, making your eyes look intricate and interesting at the same time.

As seen in the pictures, the coloured patterns are encircled in a black ring, which helps define and bring out the colours on the lenses, also making sure you don't look like a freak. Some coloured lenses do that. Not an intended effect, but it makes the wearer look like they've just walked out of a horror film. unlike other circle lenses that is 15mm to 16mm, enlarging the irises creating a dolly look, this one doesn't do that. i guess one of the reasons it doesn't show up that obviously on me is because my irises have quite a big surface area. But this is an advantage too, because you can do more versatile styling and not be kept within the cute style.

Generally, it's good if you want a subtle look, make some changes to your appearance but not making it too conspicuous or flamboyant. I find the colours to be a bit muted than i've expected. I chose pink solitaire, but i realise they change shades and appear as different colours under different lightings. Hazel, Grey. It's under stronger, cool light that the pink in the lenses surfaces.

Nonetheless, it's a good pair of lenses that will allow you to play around with. you can transform yourself into different personalities with a good wardrobe and some simple make up. sexy, playful, funky, mysterious, graceful etc etc, the list just goes on. 

Another picture that focuses on the eye, to look closer at the lenses.

and since there's time, i shall attempt to create numerous looks with this pair of lenses (maybe 30 looks with freshkon, since it's monthlies!)

Watch this space and count the days~!

beauty matsuri day out!

Just on the Friday that just left us, I strode over to shisedo's office for a beauty workshop.
tips about taking care of your hair and face were shared with much generosity, by the trainers that evening.

on a side note, i was so sorry to be late, was rushing over from another place. oh my god, still feel so sorry as i'm typing this entry. i'm not one who has habitual latecoming habit. MEHHHH ):
alright, enough whining. anyways, the people over there, both participants and the organisers were such friendly and lovely people. they didn't hate me despite the fact that i'm late.

(i swear not to be late for these kind of stuff again.)

So there were 3 brands at the workshop on friday: Senka, Ma Chérie and Majolica Majorca.

There were tons of products, old and new lines, all stacked up at each table from the respective brands, for us to try out. They were so sweet, they laid out cotton pads, cottons buds, mirrors, hairclips and some brushes for us to utilise at the session. The trainers also demonstrated some methods to do style up ourselves.

Then there were sushi and green tea provided at the workshop as well, to fill up the cavities in us.

Ma Chérie left the deepest impression on me. part of it is because it is a new brand launched locally, and also in Watson's store. and the other part is because of the very cute and engaging presenter. He is so personable and has such a vivid personality, demonstrated the use of the products on a couple of the participants with such conscientiousness. Thumbs up!

And not forgetting to mention, their products smell so nice and they made my hair so soft just after application. kinda unbelievable. you'll know what i mean if you know me, unruly hair. i think you'll shout out in horror.

and these were the stuff packed in the goodie bag, products from Ma Chérie and Senka. Gonna try the hair products soon! and see if they're worth me switching brands!

after the sharing sessions, we were about to do some shopping, all products were going at special prices. the venue felt instantly like a girls-only-TGIF-late-night flea market. you get my drift.

and i bagged MJ's famous mascara and the cute little gloss home. weeeee, all MJ's products were on sale at $5 each, so i felt that i HAD TO do something about this.

it was a happy night. amongst other unhappy things in life.

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THANK YOU to Watson's and SHISEDO once again~ ^^

old school game characters

the good old times was when children played around playgrounds with sand and swings. when the sun downs, little figures run home for dinner on the tables. then they shared some family tv bonding time when mediacorp was still TCS. omg am i divulging my age?!

anyways, life was simple and social back then. no ipads, iphones, tablets or any gadgety stuff.
Then, children will gather together to play gameboy or playstation after their parents get them the console after eons of pestering. they will invite friends over to play and have a ball of time.

i especially remember super mario, who doesn't rightttttt. i know, the pipes, the music, magical mushrooms, lucky star, darn FUN. on a side note, my message tone on the phone is the tune that rings when mario dies. nevermind my sidetracking~





anyway, super mario is a legendary game all on its own. i can't think of another game which is as mentionable as this. okay maybe pacman, but still, mario wins hands down, however you see it. i know i know, pacman is cute too but...mario is so exciting! i still remember the almost colourless mario running in the square screen of my gameboy. everything was greyscale but it was a whole lot of fun.


there's something about pressing the buttons on the grey toy. so addicting.





and please don't forget Luigi, Mario's twin brother. Sometimes i feel sad when people can't name the green cap person's name. why oh why, he's good too. and another thing i've been wondering, what are the 2 brothers' occupations? dressed in overalls, are they plumbers or carpenters? with the white gloves, they really look fit for either, no?


Then when it was playstation, i was obsessed with Bomberman. i would run home after school to play with my brother, attempting to bomb the other character into a charred mass.




WOOHOO.

and we would snatch for the egg when it was revealed under the bricks because we had to. had to ride on the fluffy big creature with floppy ears. OMG so cute.




Apparently the ignorant me only knew this cute thing's name as i type this sentence. louie is the name he/she goes by. i recalled i referred to louie as mewmew when i was young..-er.

and i still think mewmew is a more suitable name.



so actually sharing all these just brings me to my main point here. there's a movie which features game characters as its main cast, by disney! and it looks interesting, i'd wanted to catch it when i saw the trailer that day i watched "rise of the guardians".

i mean, can you imagine, these characters that we created for entertaining us, taking on a life and mind of their own? and the bad guy is forced to be the bad guy, when he is actually, not so bad at all. it's totally cool if you think about it, the game characters clocking out after the arcade closes, having breaks, maintenance, interacting with one another. it's another world inside. they are essentially like us but forced to take on roles we make them to.

hmm. maybe it's what our world is like too.
omg let me watch this movie and i'll tell more after!

:DD

and just watch the trailer below if you haven't already!

Catch Disney’s WRECK-IT RALPH in Singapore cinemas this 20 December 2012 and like theOfficial Walt Disney Studios Singapore Facebook Page, follow @disneystudiosSG and subscribe to the Official Disney Studios Singapore YouTube Channel!

Lost.

Lights are shining
I am sinking
Into the ceiling
Which opens up to the wailing
of the parsley.

Rainy days and Mondays

Nope, not carpenters' song. but yeah, I truly adore them (:

That aside, it's been an awesome Monday.

Went for casting, got free new lenses to try out, continued to read a brilliant book with my hot vanilla tea, smelt the pleasant rain (or rather, felt), got a xmas present for exchange, chatted with a beloved ex co-worker...ohhhh God, I'm yapping like a granny.

And I got kids staring at me today, like random kids at different locations. Okay maybe not stare, just looking.

NONSTOP.

Alright I shall forgive them. Not offensive anyway.

:D

on a side note, my butt and my legs hurt. From double injury. One, badminton. two, I fall smack on a flight of stairs.

And on another side note, my sore throat returns!!!!!!!!!! It's not even been a week since I've recovered.

Boo.

I shall end this with a paragraph I like in my brilliant book, just to lift some spirits.

of knots & complications

you know why curses and swear words were invented for,

when you find that no other possible phrases or words in your brain dictionary can aptly describe your feelings at the moment.

it's been a while since i've meeting up more friends. 

and you see them, very much the same on the outside.

but slowly they experience little changes in life inside of their bloodstreams and hearts.

had a nice talk with a newfound friend, who is like a lovely younger sister.

J was talking about random stuff, best friends who became not-so-best-friends, boy stuff, work stuff and how screwed up some people are. 

i can't even imagine how it's like to work in the shop anymore, since i left weeks ago.
it's fortunate that she's going back for only a day a week.

it's difficult to find someone who just wants to be a friend. 

with no other intention in mind. 

i guess sometimes what you want in a friend isn't exactly what you get when you get to know someone better.

even if it's an amazing friend you've come to known, 

there's no guarantee that it's going to be like that forever ever and ever. like, till the sea runs dry.

our insides get tied up like that you know. when we go round and round about a certain idea. it sucks knowing you can't snip it but you can't figure out the way to untangle the knot.

oh wells. sometimes it stays like that and life goes on.
just keep yourself together and breathe, and you'll survive and perhaps bump into the solution someday.

optimistic i know.
but it's the better way to live, yeah?